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[so_lost_in_you]

Thinking about how much I miss my grandpa sucks because I got really upset about it again today and I cant believe he died.. I just cant.. and I think a lot of it is starting to hit me more who knows.. and Thanksgiving is next week and he wont be in his chair across the table.. it just is hard and sucks..

I tried calling a lot of people today to just talk and that was cool because no one answered or was there and I dont want to bug other people..

I have a lot to do anyways.. school sucks.. stress.. what can you do..

I am leaving soon to hang out with Alex.. I feel bad I have been all weird and emotional and shit.. and I dont know why.. maybe lack of sleep..

I am going to go..

Peace