Argh!!!!
I need to get something of my chest...
What the hell am I meant to do?!?!?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Im not gonna go back just to keep you happy!!!! But now I look like a stupid little quitter girl!! ugh!!! Like i didnt feel bad enough!!! Now yove got the bloody store manager on my back!!! And of course shes gonna want me back!!! My bloody uncle is one of the most impostant people in the company!!!
And of course its gonna get out if I make it a formal inquirey!!! Bu i DONT FUCKING WANT TO!!!! What the fuck is wrong with just leaving it?!? I tried it for a few months (and yes I know you and martin pulled alot of strings..) but i was having a horrible time! It was boring and being there only one day a week made it almost impossible to make friends! Its like bloody school! I mean whos gonna be friedns with the kid that only comes in once a week?! argh!!
But now I look like the stupid one! I look like the quitter! And dont give me any of the patronising shit about me being a big girl now anbd being 16 and making my own decisions! Well i cant do that now can i?! Not with bloody anne loyd begging me to come back and insisting that I make it a formal inquiry! I DONT WANT ANY TROUBLE!! I dont want anyone to lose their job!! I just want to leave! And forget all about it! But I can now can i?! I can just see Bevs fat sneering face, and grans, and martins and all the rest of them comparing me to Jamie saying "oh yeah, she started out good, but she could never hold down a job."
I fucking hate this...:'(
Sorry... But I had to get this off my chest...
What the hell am I meant to do?!?!?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Im not gonna go back just to keep you happy!!!! But now I look like a stupid little quitter girl!! ugh!!! Like i didnt feel bad enough!!! Now yove got the bloody store manager on my back!!! And of course shes gonna want me back!!! My bloody uncle is one of the most impostant people in the company!!!
And of course its gonna get out if I make it a formal inquirey!!! Bu i DONT FUCKING WANT TO!!!! What the fuck is wrong with just leaving it?!? I tried it for a few months (and yes I know you and martin pulled alot of strings..) but i was having a horrible time! It was boring and being there only one day a week made it almost impossible to make friends! Its like bloody school! I mean whos gonna be friedns with the kid that only comes in once a week?! argh!!
But now I look like the stupid one! I look like the quitter! And dont give me any of the patronising shit about me being a big girl now anbd being 16 and making my own decisions! Well i cant do that now can i?! Not with bloody anne loyd begging me to come back and insisting that I make it a formal inquiry! I DONT WANT ANY TROUBLE!! I dont want anyone to lose their job!! I just want to leave! And forget all about it! But I can now can i?! I can just see Bevs fat sneering face, and grans, and martins and all the rest of them comparing me to Jamie saying "oh yeah, she started out good, but she could never hold down a job."
I fucking hate this...:'(
Sorry... But I had to get this off my chest...