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things are so amazing right now. they are so much better. this week started off so shitty. and now i don't know..its just too good to be true (major cliche..hah). but it is the absolute truth. jay is such a doll. like really. i think he's the first guy i've ever liked like this. he makes everything so fun. i feel so perfect when i'm with him. despite everything that i've put him through this week..i think this is the best i've ever felt with him. i've cried after hanging out last night and tonight. not because i'm sad for hurting him; but because i'm so happy with where i am right now. and i can't even begin to explain to him how i feel about him. the feelings are amazing. he's absolutely the best friend i've ever had.