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and yet again....it hurts to think about him. i thot after our good weekend and our awesome saturday night that things would be back to normal..me and him not fighting.....well im not fighting..he's angered at me....but i guess it wont....i have to find a way to fix all of this again. makeit all go away and make it better. but i have noticed. i have taken on his problems as my own. if he's mad at me for something like me standing next to some other dude...i take on his problem as my own and i try to fix it. but i dont know anymore. this is now at the point where im scared for our relationship. i love him more than anything and am willing to do anything to fix this...or atleats make a good damn effort to fix it....
i love you so much baby.