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yeah..so the past couple of weeks have been hard for me and david....but i think we can get thru it...o broke down last night bcuz of everything. last nigth was rough. he started talking about breaking up and it made me sick. i distanced myself from feelings..wel i tried...cuz i dont wanna get hurt again..im sick and tired of putting shit out there and then just getting fucked over....iunno....me and dave dont have the best relationship ill admit that....but we love eachother more than anything....we have our good times and our bad times..but hey...so does every other couple.....so yeah..broke down and didnt stop crying for like 20 minutes....i got scared that he was going to leave me and it hurt to even think of it. shit...imagine what it would do to me if he did leave me...id prolly have to sit in my room isolated forevers. iunno...well yeah...today...this morning was pretty amusing....got to school and hung out with munchkin for a bit and then aaron webster came and pick his kid up and thru him down an scared the shit out of him....he brought him up to the stairs next to the gym and me and munchkin ran towards them under the stairs and thot he was gonnz throw him off the balcany.....so yeah..and then dave came to school and let me use his SLC Punk.....my favorite friggin movie...mhm..so now im in 1st pd....being bored....and hungry....errr...mhm..so nothing else to really write about...so ima go and think about doing some work......byee!!