update
Make a soundtrack for your life, matching songs with the following:
Opening song: vindicated - dash
Waking up: i woke up in a car- soco
First date: so impossible - dash
First kiss:
Falling in love: wherever you will go - the calling
Seeing an old love: there is- boxcar racer
Heartbreak: konstantine - soco
Driving fast: this is me - rocket summer
Getting ready to go out: i feel fine - riddlin kids / like a movie - midtown
Partying with friends: "she is beautiful" i dont even know who its by. but lance brings that party cd everywhere. orr any hot hot heat
Dancing at a club: usher. ohhhh usher <3
Flirting: live- the dolphins cry
Feeling sexy: fall - soco
Walking alone in the rain:
Missing someone: one year six months - yellowcard
Playing in the ocean: here is gone - goo goo dolls
Summer vacation: things ill never say - avril [second summer i miss you
i actually just spent a lot of time on those.
and listening to all those songs made me find another song, that i havent listened to really ever except when i was really bad off. i just put it on and god. its like i just pulled off the cover to this incredibly huge hole i still have in my heart.
i wish danielle was online. she the only one who has any idea what i could possibly talk about. i couldnt ever talk to nick about this because hed probably call me an emo fag or something like that.
whatever.
anyways i havented updated in eons.
after cape may i was home for like 2 days and then i went to southampton for volleyball. god smithtown crew had the best fucking time <33 katie even though you drive me crazy we are definatly meant to be friends haha. and cassie and kayla were great too :) good youngins. it was nice spending time with cassie since i really havent talked to her much this summer. it was miserable waking up every morning at the crack of dawn, but was MADE nice when i got to feast my eyes on the delicious treat that is clint :) oh sigh. if anyone, anyone AT ALL would like to see a picture of THE SMITHTOWN CREW AND HIS ARM AROUND ME, i am glad to share it. heh. im obsessed. vinny wrote the funniest evaluation for me and i was going to write it in here but i cant find it... i do remember it started with "hey, you're a weird kid" haha. what a professional coach.
so then i was home for a couple of days, got to see the whole gang, then a week ago we took the boat around from our marina in oakdale up past nyc around to port jeff. was a decent trip, nick got to come which was fun. that night we all went to lances i think- and then i slept on the boat and we left the nexk morning
we went to block island which was like a 5 hour boat ride, it was ok minus me getting sick. b.i. itself was great, my family is insane and even if i do overdose on them easily, i do enjoy their company, especially when intoxicated. haha. plus who wouldnt want to be near the ocean and ride around on mopeds and get hit on by GORGEOUS waiters :) hehe. AND I RAN INTO THE BROUTHERS! mr. who was my gym teacher this year and quite a laugh- and then mrs. who is my guidance counselor. sigh. fun stuff. we got stuck there an extra day because of the weather, which sucked but oh well.
got home friday and headed home all fast so i could party but hey, that got cancelled, me, dee, kt, linz, vin and jd ended up going bowling anyways and we had sooooo much fun. even if i am terrible at bowling. saturday was MY BIRTHDAY :) got lots of great stuff from my family and had an awesome breakfast. we proceded to the mall [katie, emma, and i did] and i spent very little money and came home with a lot of stuff. always awesome. that night i went to nicks and we had a goooooood time. teehee.
so yesterday was work and that sucked but i rode and even jumped a little which was awesome, chilled with nikki actually and we had so much fun haha, broken half chaps ? say wa? lol. rushed home to play volleyball with goon, fat, and physco. :) fat and i KICKED ASS. [dont deny it] so then we all went back to nicks house and showered and cleaned up for baja uptown. hung out wiht some people, and then nick and i trecked back to his house so i could get my stuff. i walked over hte rr tracks, wooooo REBEL ME! i felt cool :-\ oh well.
so then i slept and woke up at 10:10 this morning, latest ive slept in weeks. hauled ass to the dmv and sat around for FOUR FUCKING HOURS :-D got my permit at least. and now im sitting here. bored out of my mind, like i have been for the last 3 hours that ive been home. ugh. not feeling spectacular about anything really.
hopefully a fun night out tonight will cheer me up ? ha. if only there was one of those on the menu.