Argh Jelly
Well these past few weeks have not been the greatest. To say the least, I've been through the wringer in worries, guilt, anxiety and frustration. I've been on a bit of a downswing, so to speak, but it seems to at least be leveling out. I am trying not to go over all the things "wrong" but instead set my sights on the horizon and all the things I can improve/am improving. Not only does it make me feel better but it works more with the laws of attraction. Yep.
A big help.. I came across a quote that I totally love which is "The price of discipline is always less than the pain of regret -- and the reward of accomplishment" (I added that last part!) -- I don't really know who it's by, if anyone in particular, but I'll try to figure it out. I read it on this blog I am reading at www.iwillchangeyourlife.com. It has a ton of great articles which I find usually pretty inspiring and relaxing.
The other thing that helped was a list I wrote on the way to work the other day. I have read over it a few times and just reading the positive qualities makes me feel better, also probably attracting them to myself at the same time. As well, because it's about others/the process it takes off the pressure. It's not about me in particular, per se, so it doesn't make me feel like "*gasp* I don't know! It's not me! Argh!"
Here's the list:
Things I greatly admire in others and would like to see in myself :
Anyway, as usual I am keeping my head above water and waiting it out until a brighter time comes my way. I know it will it -- sometimes just takes a while to get there. =) I am just wondering when the fight will be up and I'll be the person I so badly want to be. Even more so, I'm waiting for the day that I know who I am so I get on to being me.
A big help.. I came across a quote that I totally love which is "The price of discipline is always less than the pain of regret -- and the reward of accomplishment" (I added that last part!) -- I don't really know who it's by, if anyone in particular, but I'll try to figure it out. I read it on this blog I am reading at www.iwillchangeyourlife.com. It has a ton of great articles which I find usually pretty inspiring and relaxing.
The other thing that helped was a list I wrote on the way to work the other day. I have read over it a few times and just reading the positive qualities makes me feel better, also probably attracting them to myself at the same time. As well, because it's about others/the process it takes off the pressure. It's not about me in particular, per se, so it doesn't make me feel like "*gasp* I don't know! It's not me! Argh!"
Here's the list:
Things I greatly admire in others and would like to see in myself :
- Who are confident
- Who are hard-working
- Who are successful
- Who finish what they start
- Who think before they speak
- Who don't need other's to prove their worth
- Who read a lot
- Who make use of their time
- Who are environmentally friendly
- Who are witty
- Who can cook
- Who genuinely don't care what others think
- Who know more than one language
- Who are outgoing and spontaneous
- Who are smart
- Who are mature
- Who are humble
- Who have a successful relationship
- Who are open-minded
- Who are always kind
- Who can change the world
- Who are noncompetitive
- Who are good at games/win things easily
- Who can party hard without looking like an idiot
- Who are good with animals
- Who are good with money
- Who have faith/religion
- Who read the paper every day
- Who are disciplined
- Who are punctual
- Who make others feel comfortable
- Who are adventurous
- Who are athletic/have a good body
- Who are stylish/are well dressed
- who are responsible
- Who are conscientious
- Who are reliable
- Who can control themselves
- Who always get the last word
- Who smile a lot
Anyway, as usual I am keeping my head above water and waiting it out until a brighter time comes my way. I know it will it -- sometimes just takes a while to get there. =) I am just wondering when the fight will be up and I'll be the person I so badly want to be. Even more so, I'm waiting for the day that I know who I am so I get on to being me.