Jun 25, 2004 02:16
i fucking swear to fucking christ i'm fucking leaving my house for fucking forever.i can't do shyt being here.i fucking cry my ass off for them.i hate my parents they forever making me fucking sad.everything i do is fucking bad for them.if i care if fucking bad.i can't take it.i can't have somone so important in my life because they stop me from being with him.i fucking give up already.i give up....fuck it.oh god.i can't stop crying now.thanks to them.
my leg hurts so fucking bad.the fucking asshole (dad i'm suppose to call him that meanwhile hes never there for me or ever was there) punches my fucking leg.oh shyt it hurts so badly.
i hope i fucking die just to make them fucking happy.things i do for them to satify them isn't goood enough.i don't know what they want.i'm trying but its just not god enough for them.
FUCK YOU.THANKS FOR RUINING EVERYTHING FOR ME!