your hurting me...stop it!
i'm not good really.feeling not so great.things kind of aren't going good.i'm mad.why must i be jealous? i can't stand myself sometimes.i hardly feel good about myself.no one could make me happy.i can't even make myself happy.what do i need in life? a question i can't answer myself.when am i going to find out.i'm lost,confused,sad, and mad.i don't get it how i get this way.i don't even feel like going out anymore or like talking to anyone.can't wait i only this week of classes and thats it.i'm going to get a job and just make money for myself and just live my life working.next month is my birthday.i don't feel like doing anything special.really it aint worth it at all.i ain't worth it to anyone (i think).wait!!!!..i change my mind about going out.i do but like i don't know just feel weird.
this week was ass.i didn't go to school wednesday and today (friday).<3 my mommy.i went shopping wednesday.brought me some clothes.thats it.
[x] fuck that.its what you want.you kind of make me sick.grow up and change for me.am i something? if i am then fucking act like it.