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ok so its been quite some time since i last updated in here... but i finally got a chance to write somethin about whats been goin on. well lately i went to warped tour this past sunday... omg it was awesome! im sun burned from it and i look burned but its all good i had a lot of fun. i went with meg, mallory, and katie. i crowd surfed to mest like 3 times... and we were front row for them... it was a lot of fun. there were so many people there it was crazy.. but it was freckin awesome and i hope to do somethin like that all over again.. but next time i wont carry around my purse and ill bring water or somethin and ill make sure im in the right line cuz we stood in the wrong line for like an hour... lol but its all good.
lately i feel depressed... i dont really know why im feeling like this.. and if everything with the ex is jus puttin me down.. and maybe its jus all my fault. no one really knows. but i just cant take it right now and i need to get away. i cant wait till i go to lansing, even though its visiting my moms mom.... and she will make fun of me.. but ill get her back.. i just need to get away from here. i sit in my room from time to time and think maybe i dont really need a guy in my life. but i dont want to give it up cuz i lost trust in some. but for now.. i need a friend. one that i can count on and wont give up on me. and be there for me when no one else is.. thats the kind of guy i need in my life right now.. because there arent to many like that in my life, that i can count on.
I need to start cleanin up my house and re-painting everything.... were movin in less than 2 years... soo good bye carrollton... and hello shields. :-( ill miss all of you guys but for now were not going to let the memmories end. ill be here for you guys for everything! no matter where i live ill be there.... if its not in shields im moving to lansing. well thats it for now... leave a message or call the cell... (989) 245*9904
-mucho amor- <3
amanda
lately i feel depressed... i dont really know why im feeling like this.. and if everything with the ex is jus puttin me down.. and maybe its jus all my fault. no one really knows. but i just cant take it right now and i need to get away. i cant wait till i go to lansing, even though its visiting my moms mom.... and she will make fun of me.. but ill get her back.. i just need to get away from here. i sit in my room from time to time and think maybe i dont really need a guy in my life. but i dont want to give it up cuz i lost trust in some. but for now.. i need a friend. one that i can count on and wont give up on me. and be there for me when no one else is.. thats the kind of guy i need in my life right now.. because there arent to many like that in my life, that i can count on.
I need to start cleanin up my house and re-painting everything.... were movin in less than 2 years... soo good bye carrollton... and hello shields. :-( ill miss all of you guys but for now were not going to let the memmories end. ill be here for you guys for everything! no matter where i live ill be there.... if its not in shields im moving to lansing. well thats it for now... leave a message or call the cell... (989) 245*9904
-mucho amor- <3
amanda