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so. nothing new. i dyed my hair purple. i got pics but u can bareley tell its purple in them' wanna c them'? okay. okay. ill post them here.
cute pics arent they? i like the first one alot. and the other are okay. :erm: but it used to be light/dark brownish. i just moved to washington [bremerton] and i dont know any one here. i sit home all day. alone. very boring. unless i go smoke with ryan. but erm. idk i think im gunna quit smoking [chronic] kuz idk. its getting boring. im shure ill smoke again. but erm. im not a stoner like i used to be. ill drink tho. prolly not as much as i used too. and i want quit ciggs too. kuz [ahhh] they make me feel ligh headed. i only smoked when im stressed tho. buts thats all the time. urqh. i hate being emo. kuz. ahhh. im in love. and i hate it. i know were never gunna go back out. but everytime i talk to him im like. [gets all sad inside] and i want to go back to being "luke and sherree" the happy couple whos always together. but its never gunna happen. im not that stupid i know its not gunna happen. but urrrghhhhhhh. i get frustrated. hm. im hopeing when i start school here. ill meet some real cool people. and hopefully a boyfriend. kuz being alone. is strating to really get to me. i thynk thats why i cant get over lucas. kuz i just dunt wanna be alone. fucking emo!!. i miss laura alot. she was my bffe. we hungout everyday. shesz commin in december tho. to come visit me. and were gunna party like the old days. cept this time at my casa. not hers. i love rara shes my riide or diie bitch!.. :sighs: [slaps head] stop bein emo sherree!! gawd. im gunna go be bored. ill prolly post again later. with new stuff. i hope. laterrrr.
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