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I can't go to sleep, and I am incredibly sad. About next month, and the tings i will miss out on. I am almost to the point of tears, but what is getting me the most, is that I had this huge thing written down about me fears, and feelings that I was going to post, and i unintentionally deleted it. But this is the big thing I wanted to say...Kate had this thing planned for all the non-CCCC college kids to come and see me one last time before I left, and one person showed up. I have become so boring and dull that no one wants to even see me, let alone hang out with me. I need cheering up. I need my fears to be calmed. I need prayers. I need friendship. I need love and support. I need sleep. Fuck.