☆011 [voice]

Nov 28, 2009 23:53

This damn City is so annoying. It's been nothing but a jerk to Kaoru.

And yet, I'm being punished, like it's my fault. Maybe Kaoru has gotten used to my not being around, what with his going off without my knowing, not including me in everything. Yeah, I remember what I said, we'll be together no matter what, but still, it's not fair. It's not fair. This isn't my fault!

I'm pissed that I've even mentioned any of this. It's like I can't stop myself. The last thing I want to do is say things that would hurt Kaoru, but this is all very tiresome. It's like I'm not important. I didn't do anything wrong!

I don't want to be left alone, especially not here.

Look, I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry if the other mes before me were better. I'm sorry if you're closer to your damn friends because they've been here longer than I have and have been there for you more than I've been able to. I don't even really like them because of that. In fact, I kind of hate them for that. They're not better than me. They're not... but it feels like they are.

You don't have to lie to make me feel better, because it won't work. I know when you lie.

Tch, stupid annoying City. I hate today. I'm already pissed knowing that everyone will be aggravated with me like I did something wrong.

i cannot tell a lie, curse day, grab bag, affected

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