Feb 28, 2006 15:35
9 days, and thats counting the weekend and the 2 tuesdays that i don't have classes and the one friday before break that i dont have a class
i can't wait..this time when i come home i'm focusing on the people i truly care about seeing
not making an attempt to see everyone and their brother i want the ones that have always been my friends have always been there for me and that i truly care about
of course i'm going to see new friends that i want to build stronger, long lasting friendships with but i need to stop trying to please everyone and focus on the people that i really want to be around and spend all of my time with
i'm talking to heather holliday right now. She was one of my best friends last year and she's probably one of the only people i've ever like been able to fully open up to and know that she would never judge me and vice versa
its alex WOOHOO: we will heather i love you so much i'm not even joking that you're probably the most genuine person i've ever known i feel like i could trust you and talk to you and listen and give you advice more than anyone i've ever really known
JustKidYoSkid: I completly feel the same way. I always felt that I could talk to you about everything, and I could trust you, and you could trust me, there was just something unique about our friendship...something that i had never had before
i'm so glad to have her back cause when you're this far away its really really hard to know who is truly there for you and always will be
i know that i have so many amazing friends that will always be here for me and i'm sooo lucky, i need to stop worrying about the insignificant shit that happens. and trust me since high school its become way easier to just drop shit. for example a situation just happened with a guy and i felt entirely betrayed by one of my best friends and i almost just gave up on her as a friend then i realized that i have more crazy fun with this chick then with like anyone else and he's not worth losing her as a friend so i sucked up my pride and made up with her cause some people are worth it..and some aren't.
i suck at school blah
i can't wait til next school year
6 person on campus apartment with the 5 other people i've become closest to here..they're great
especially this girl stephanie
she's exactly like me
it's crazy i love it
but my heart will always be in virginia beach