school.
i haven't written in far too long.
i seem to be so incredibly wrapped up in and distracted by myself, smoking, people, boys, drugs, etc etc.
i am never online. sorry if you have been trying to reach me.
Lily felt more alone than ever before. She drove around aimlessly, listening to the same songs, smoking endless cigarettes. For money, she sold perscription pills of her mom's, which she stole. Lily worked so hard to impress her parents by getting good grades and coming home on time. She did her homework and had straight A's. But outside of home, was an entirely different world. She could not let the two worlds collide, chaos would undoubtedly follow.
"Kill me now", she said to Luke.
"Why would I do that? If I killed you, then I wouldn't have anyone to tell my lust-filled, queer infested romance stories to." He kissed her cheek, and she took a long drag. The smoke burned the back of her throat, but she loved the feeling anyway.
"Corbin called me, he's coming down in like, an hour." Luke beamed, and his cheeks flushed a little.
"Oh. I need to get stoned, I'll see you later." Lily got up, and sauntered out through the smokey coffee house. Her head was down, and her curls fell in her eyes. Lily was tired of Corbin and Luke's little fling. She was happy for Luke, being her best friend and all.
"God, get me out of here," Lily spoke to herself. The cold air wrapped around her and threw her mind back to sitting next to Maddox in the coffee house. He stared out the window, and his eyes were radiant.
"Fuck this."
i seem to be so incredibly wrapped up in and distracted by myself, smoking, people, boys, drugs, etc etc.
i am never online. sorry if you have been trying to reach me.
Lily felt more alone than ever before. She drove around aimlessly, listening to the same songs, smoking endless cigarettes. For money, she sold perscription pills of her mom's, which she stole. Lily worked so hard to impress her parents by getting good grades and coming home on time. She did her homework and had straight A's. But outside of home, was an entirely different world. She could not let the two worlds collide, chaos would undoubtedly follow.
"Kill me now", she said to Luke.
"Why would I do that? If I killed you, then I wouldn't have anyone to tell my lust-filled, queer infested romance stories to." He kissed her cheek, and she took a long drag. The smoke burned the back of her throat, but she loved the feeling anyway.
"Corbin called me, he's coming down in like, an hour." Luke beamed, and his cheeks flushed a little.
"Oh. I need to get stoned, I'll see you later." Lily got up, and sauntered out through the smokey coffee house. Her head was down, and her curls fell in her eyes. Lily was tired of Corbin and Luke's little fling. She was happy for Luke, being her best friend and all.
"God, get me out of here," Lily spoke to herself. The cold air wrapped around her and threw her mind back to sitting next to Maddox in the coffee house. He stared out the window, and his eyes were radiant.
"Fuck this."