SHE HAS THIS SHIRT THAT SAYS I HEART AARON AND SHE WEARS IT UNDER ALL HER CLOTHES! hahaha.
He turned me into a modest mouse freak. but that's ok because I think they are amazing.
I have the best momma in the world. My family is so effing amazing.<333 It makes me rethink my decision to move to florida now. damnit!!
but..I'm getting an apartment!.. and we are going to have theme parties and it's going to be so effing awesome. I'm really reeeeaaally excited!!! I want everyone to come and visit me too. <33 We had a slumber party last night. soooooooo much fun. We are having one wednesday too and I think Dan's coming up too so that will be great. I love. love. love. my friends.
Okay. So. It's hard going to college where there aren't a lot of shows or people who aren't interested in anything except like g unit and baseball when thats just not a good time to me. It was really hard for me to adjust to this. My friends back home are mostly guys and I was thought of completely differently there than I am here. Here they are just looking for someone who doesn't have much to say, won't think or speak for themselves or put them in their place if they feel they have said or done something out of place, and basically just looks pretty and doesn't mind that they can't think for themself. NOT ME. I shoot down guys at parties who want to dance and give me lame pick up lines. I can't act interested in you if it's so clear that we are different. TREAT ME LIKE A FUCKING PERSON! I have something to say even if I'm not answering your question. I have a mind and standards and I'm not saying I'm better than anyone, but it's ridiculous that guys here can't handle a girl like me who doesn't settle and has something to say for herself. They just can't. And that's fine because if they can't I want nothing to do with them anyways. But I have awesome friends now and its finally starting to feel like home!! It's really nice to be told that they appreciate a girl who isn't like everyone else and they can talk to like the guys and how they think it's awesome that I'm not quiet, so outspoken,and that I have something to say for myself. I love that so much. Those guys are so awesome and I have the same appreciation for them that they have for me. I love the understanding.<33 Last night was really nice and I feel a million times better about who I am now and the fact that I'm not just like everyone else and I won't flatter someone to get them to like me. YEAAAUUHHH. So, that's all. : ) I just wanted to get that off my chest. And thats why Marisa and I are going to be such good roommates too, because shes the same way that I am. I love it! And M of course! It's going to be great.