whats happening to me?

Nov 07, 2005 21:51

what is this? lately i've been getting really naesous *Sp* and feeling like im goign to pass out and getting REALLY bad ear aches. wats going on yo? i keep almost passing out too, like in photo thursday i was developing a picture and i just FEEL. i was completley concious i just totally lost ballance and forgot that i was supposed to be standing, that sounds weird but whatever.

tonight was shitty at work. i got like 8 orders wrong at the drive thru and this one lady who works with me yelled at me and blamed me for all this shit and i just stood there and took it.

im so confused lately. my birthday (and tommys, because we have the same birthday....except he's a year older) is on wednesday and im not even excited, im nervous about my license because im scared i'll fail. theres 2 shows i want to go to this week at tremont and people keep bombarding me with questions like "yeah so thursday when you get your license you'll come pick me up and we'll go blah blah blah blah" NO NO NO you're going to jynx it you mother fuckers. i dont even have a god damn car. plus my parents will be bitches about the after 9 rule i can sense it. i just can.

ten bucks says im jealous of you. no....ten THOUSAND bucks says im jealous of you. i wish i was you, i wish i was you, too. anyone but me.

hey brooke, i miss you darling. i hope things get better for you, i cant wait untill thanksgiving. :/ nov 23-27=girl time to the max :)

leave some comments of love please, it'd be nice. i love you all....i really do.
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