absract short.
"rons room was pretty dumpy, the smell hit you in the halls ways. but i was spending the night there anyhow. i cant figure out what im doing in the hallways. i just really have to do this on my own-"' i mumbled out my life plans.'
she stumbled out and into the chair infront of the house.
"wipe your face, clean your hands, peel off. what are you doing from here?"' planing the seconds imbetween'
her ideal life dripped like a fashion show before her eyes. forward and control. she just wanted something soft.
" i just dont feel like i want to be here right now"
(laura" cant you ever just stop thinking about where you're going?"
' i cant stop thinking'
she just started moving and couldnt stop.
sarasota, florida, any given time and or date. go ahead.
" i think im actually understanding why i feel so damn uncomfortable"
' go ahead explain'
" i just really need to keep moving,"
'moving?'
while concentrating, with an exact destination, your mind will constantly move.
" i constantly think about where i have to be, and ive realized that its just like everyone said"
~ holds no attachments,cant plant her feet,keep moving, maybe 300 hundred more feet.
' they say those things with no regard, just empty words. they only care about their self satisfaction.'
"hedonistic clan, im not even sure why im around them, im just kind of comfortable that im uncomfortable. its the only reason i stick around"
'so then dont worry everything will be fine.'
'' im pretty sure it will be fine, i just have to settle my mind"
it was a replay, a memory, of being 14, how fucking fabulous a virgin mind is.
' but right now you should just let your mind rest'
" you're right"
and she listened to her mind, and took off a few weeks later. told ron and tim, and everyone who crossed her path.
hitch hike with a lady from poland, hopefully everyone is as nice as her.
(tim"a true hippie huh?")
' i never really got what that was all about, when he said that.'
" im just happy where ever i am'
she stumbled out and into the chair infront of the house.
"wipe your face, clean your hands, peel off. what are you doing from here?"' planing the seconds imbetween'
her ideal life dripped like a fashion show before her eyes. forward and control. she just wanted something soft.
" i just dont feel like i want to be here right now"
(laura" cant you ever just stop thinking about where you're going?"
' i cant stop thinking'
she just started moving and couldnt stop.
sarasota, florida, any given time and or date. go ahead.
" i think im actually understanding why i feel so damn uncomfortable"
' go ahead explain'
" i just really need to keep moving,"
'moving?'
while concentrating, with an exact destination, your mind will constantly move.
" i constantly think about where i have to be, and ive realized that its just like everyone said"
~ holds no attachments,cant plant her feet,keep moving, maybe 300 hundred more feet.
' they say those things with no regard, just empty words. they only care about their self satisfaction.'
"hedonistic clan, im not even sure why im around them, im just kind of comfortable that im uncomfortable. its the only reason i stick around"
'so then dont worry everything will be fine.'
'' im pretty sure it will be fine, i just have to settle my mind"
it was a replay, a memory, of being 14, how fucking fabulous a virgin mind is.
' but right now you should just let your mind rest'
" you're right"
and she listened to her mind, and took off a few weeks later. told ron and tim, and everyone who crossed her path.
hitch hike with a lady from poland, hopefully everyone is as nice as her.
(tim"a true hippie huh?")
' i never really got what that was all about, when he said that.'
" im just happy where ever i am'