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Jun 25, 2006 00:09

another night of acid. my much awaited plans were.......(type, delete,reverse)...to start over, i supose im comin' down off of acid. wonderful feelin'..poeticallybored (12:09:42 AM): how was your day
poeticallybored (12:10:25 AM): (let me find it)
pal foot foot (12:10:59 AM): my day was fantastic
pal foot foot (12:11:17 AM): i didnt it up to orlando
pal foot foot (12:11:37 AM): even though i tried through a friend vanessa.
pal foot foot (12:11:44 AM): so i settled on a night here
pal foot foot (12:11:58 AM): and we ended up doing acid. the whole night is still moving.

i have to work in the morning. i remember why Mogwia sounded so nice to me. the sounds are just messaging me into place. (pause, phrase,time,word,worlds, worth, moving, retributions, wages,delete, time, hours, time, crash,. crumble, bold,. bind. tumble. fasten. single. centered.

i guess each word simply reflects me at the moment.
i have a lot id like to write..ive truely only wanted to write the entire night. but im just too worn out right now.. to have seen what ive seen, to have been as free, and to settle on reality like this is worth a second guessing. this body high is so filling that im empty. and theres a knot in my stomach that refuses to leave. and a steady pace to my breathing. a grasp on the reality around me.
this is nothing more than a giant realization

no matter how i feel, im still just here.
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