new purpose
so ive decided to use my live journal as more of a time line for the next year. so its probably going to be full of long honest entries for the purpose of me looking back on it all. if youd like to..your more than welcome to. lifes not much of a secret.
since the next year will probably be the most significant time in my life.
from graduating high school and enrolling into college in gainsville...
to backpacking/hitching up to new orleans to work with common grounds..then as far west as i can to experience life and become more open to what diversity this world may contain.
anyways, ive considered how out of shape i am. since i had a bit of a problem with drugs over the past year( nicotine,alchohol(more of a freshman year problem),marijuana, lsd(acid), cocaine, and prescription drugs) my body is pretty ran down. ive been clean from most everything with the exception of a run in with cocaine and the much needed lortab for the come down.
its safe to say ive had chest pains ever since, been short on breath and went through a horribly pessimistic few days while it drained from my system.(it takes 3 days)
but ive decided if im going to be backpacking across the country i need not be doing those things. infact i need to be preparing for a complete physical demand.
with that acknowledgement i quit smoking ciggerettes and decided refrain from any and all drug use.( i prefer life to be delt in cycles not habits) im going to be walking, biking riding, running, and swimming. plan to start out with small durations of each so i can build up my respritory system with out doing damage or over working myself. im pretty sure my heart isnt that strong right now either.
im going to need to come up with a diet that will balance out my system. mental and physical health is directly related to your diet and exercise.
since i havent been smoking marijauna everyday, allday, 3 or four times a day. ive gained back my motivation so i dont think it will be so hard to get all of this done. also im back to being more vocal. dont get me wrong, i love drugs, but not right now.
high school and exercise is my agenda.
even though im still pretty against the whole idea of modern society pushing you towards a life career and family.
hopefully something amazing will happen that will give me the fucking guts to back out of college and live life freely ..or maybe that ill die doing something satisfying while backpacking across this damned beautiful earth. either way,
i guess this is my commencing entry.
since the next year will probably be the most significant time in my life.
from graduating high school and enrolling into college in gainsville...
to backpacking/hitching up to new orleans to work with common grounds..then as far west as i can to experience life and become more open to what diversity this world may contain.
anyways, ive considered how out of shape i am. since i had a bit of a problem with drugs over the past year( nicotine,alchohol(more of a freshman year problem),marijuana, lsd(acid), cocaine, and prescription drugs) my body is pretty ran down. ive been clean from most everything with the exception of a run in with cocaine and the much needed lortab for the come down.
its safe to say ive had chest pains ever since, been short on breath and went through a horribly pessimistic few days while it drained from my system.(it takes 3 days)
but ive decided if im going to be backpacking across the country i need not be doing those things. infact i need to be preparing for a complete physical demand.
with that acknowledgement i quit smoking ciggerettes and decided refrain from any and all drug use.( i prefer life to be delt in cycles not habits) im going to be walking, biking riding, running, and swimming. plan to start out with small durations of each so i can build up my respritory system with out doing damage or over working myself. im pretty sure my heart isnt that strong right now either.
im going to need to come up with a diet that will balance out my system. mental and physical health is directly related to your diet and exercise.
since i havent been smoking marijauna everyday, allday, 3 or four times a day. ive gained back my motivation so i dont think it will be so hard to get all of this done. also im back to being more vocal. dont get me wrong, i love drugs, but not right now.
high school and exercise is my agenda.
even though im still pretty against the whole idea of modern society pushing you towards a life career and family.
hopefully something amazing will happen that will give me the fucking guts to back out of college and live life freely ..or maybe that ill die doing something satisfying while backpacking across this damned beautiful earth. either way,
i guess this is my commencing entry.