hopefully feeling this way is going away

[so_bon_ton]

so yeah for as long as i can remember shit just keeps fucking up...
i guess it's just me, seems like i enjoy being miserable?
on a never ending roll

tourmenting myself over nothing
not taking your advice
if they aren't there when they know you need them
will they ever really care?

so yeah my step dad informed me yesterday i have 2 weeks to ge out of "his" house,
shame i have nothing
shame i have no one

you listened to my plans of sorting my life out and for what?
i'm finishing high school,
i'm waiting for that car, i'm saving to move away again

doesn't it feel great when the person who is never suppose to turn their back on you(aka my mum) just doesn't care about your poor hand of cards?