crying

[so_bon_ton]

i am so sad right now
i wish my mum never sent my brother back to england
i am missing out on so much
i just want to be the awesome big sister my sister was to me
why the fuck is england so god damn far away
and so fucking expensive to get to
god its just knowing i think the world of my sister
and honor her for being so greta when it comes t taking care of me
knwoing how much she means to me as a big sister
makes me wish joe was around for me to make that same impression on him
i hate my parents for putting me through this
and i hate them more for putting him through this