Cuz we lost it all, nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Well I'm feelin a lil bit better than I was in my last entry. I was just soo angry.
I'm gonna make a huge change in my life. I'm gonna be a better daughter so maybe my mom won't hate me anymore, I'm gonna be a much better friend, and I'm just gonna be a great person like I used to be. No more skipping school, no more lying to my parents, no more not doing anything to help out around the house. I'm still gonna be the fun, crazy, outgoing me but I'm just gonna make my life easier. I can't take the suffering or anything anymore. I've tried to be strong but I can't do it..
When I'm done with this webpage thing I'm working on I'll put the link on here, it's just a picture webpage with some recent pictures on it and everything so yea, ya'll can see what I look like.. but I'm warnin you. I'm not that great =/
Everyday I start to like Shawn more and more. Right now hes the only thing that keeps me going, him and Alicia - the only 2 ppl who truly care for me and I love them 2 to death. Shawn is a wonderful guy. Certainly better than Michael, David, & Peter. I love him so much.
Well I got to go so I can finish my homework and talk to some ppl online before I gotta get off. Bye.
))*Christi*((
I'm gonna make a huge change in my life. I'm gonna be a better daughter so maybe my mom won't hate me anymore, I'm gonna be a much better friend, and I'm just gonna be a great person like I used to be. No more skipping school, no more lying to my parents, no more not doing anything to help out around the house. I'm still gonna be the fun, crazy, outgoing me but I'm just gonna make my life easier. I can't take the suffering or anything anymore. I've tried to be strong but I can't do it..
When I'm done with this webpage thing I'm working on I'll put the link on here, it's just a picture webpage with some recent pictures on it and everything so yea, ya'll can see what I look like.. but I'm warnin you. I'm not that great =/
Everyday I start to like Shawn more and more. Right now hes the only thing that keeps me going, him and Alicia - the only 2 ppl who truly care for me and I love them 2 to death. Shawn is a wonderful guy. Certainly better than Michael, David, & Peter. I love him so much.
Well I got to go so I can finish my homework and talk to some ppl online before I gotta get off. Bye.
))*Christi*((