why should i take your hand when you cant promise happy endings

Aug 17, 2005 20:51

lets see
basically today i found out that everybody hates me
yep .. aint that just grand

and im making this entry public so everybody that reads this can learn the truth, cos most of the shit anthony is saying isnt more like all of it

anthony is spreading lies about me and saying that i was all over him when it was me him and patrick in my backseat .. but last time i checked i was all over patrick considering my tongue was down his throat but i was all over anthony right
and ive been calling him to hang out all the time .. yea i never called him to make plans he always called me
and sopposedly i want him back like hardcore but guess what i actually dont .. i mean a part of me does but in general i do not want to go back out with him why would i? look at what hes done to me
he dumped me for my god damn best friend
yes i so wanna go threw that again
and brandi told lexi that marcus said he hates me
so who fucken knows who doesnt hate me, cos it sure as hell seems like everybody i used to talk to does
they'd all rather be friends with brandi, even though she used to talk mad shit about fraser people with nikki in child care and how retarded they all were or some bullshit like that
but whatever .. nothing matters anymore

oh and sopposedly brandi was crying when we did the pregnency thing but last time i checked she was laughing her ass off with me ......

oh and according to mike me and him didnt have sex but believe me people that is definately not something i would brag about considering it was the worst i ever had .....

but it wasnt mike who told anthony it was brandi ... aint that sweet
fuck her i seriously hope she trys killing herself again...

so yea basically i have 1 er 2 friends if im lucky .. which i never am so yea

i realized today that if i wasnt around everybody would be happy and getting along just fine.. nobody would have to put up with me and all the shit that i sopposedly cause ...im the one thats the "bitch" who everybody hates... but what i dont get is that ive never done anything bad to any of the people that hate me.. ive been a good friend to everyone ive ever been friends with and i will not say differently but whatever.. fuck everybody that hates me i dont need em and there shit

so yes i can already tell my senior year is going to be fucken awesome
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