i'll never forget the day that i found god in a kitchen knife and on my arm
uhm .. when i made my last entry brandi lied to me about still talking to anthoy which made me assume that if she lied about it she did make out with anthony, which if id found out that that happened i dont exactly know what i would've done .. i serioulsy dont .. thats why i didnt ask brandi about ti at first cos i was actually afraid to fidn out the truth but me and brandi talked about and anthony called me and told me that i was a lie and that he said it just to piss me off and shit ... which kinda depressed me .. cos sopposedly he doesnt hate me he just hates my attitude which is what my therapist said but yea i donno ... he still doesnt wanna be friends and thats what i really want .. just to be able to call him and talk :( i miss him .. i dont miss him as a boyfriend just him being there .. yah know? i donno it realyl sux though cos i still love him :-/ i really do but lifes a bitch ..
uhm havnt seen or even talk to andy for almost 3 weeks ... im figuring if it reaches a month er something we should break up .. i donno though cos i do like him :-/ but yea i wanna see him :( but im not calling him because i always did that with anthony and my mom said that he might've felt crowded with me er whatever and i dont want andy to so im not caling him .. if he wants to talk er whatever he'll call me
...uhm my mom has cards next friday ... stephs hopefully coming over .. i should have a party :-p lol .. yea with my big 3 er 4 friends .. lol
skipped 3rd and 4th today wit steph and brandi .. we went to birchwood mall and i got a senses fail shirt .. its orange and i like it and i got that power rangers jacket thing for only 18.00
i need a job really bad :( cos im outta money again ..
finals are next week
monday-no school hehe
tuesday-child care (taking it tommorrow)
wednesday-journalism and independent living
thursday-painting and food nutrion (godda clean the kitchen)
friday-no school
and the whole week is half days so anybody wanna do something after school er something? if so gimme a call
everybody should listen to my chemical romance .. they're awesome :-p
lol
i wanna go to that concert but i dont see it happening cos shit usually doesnt go my way but whatever
welp ima go get ready for bed so mab ie ill get to bed before 12 lke i have been this whole week
<3
the song "ghost of you" by my chemical romance is like THE best song .. it reminds me so much of anthony and gives me the feeling i had when i first met him
:( i miss that boy so much
uhm havnt seen or even talk to andy for almost 3 weeks ... im figuring if it reaches a month er something we should break up .. i donno though cos i do like him :-/ but yea i wanna see him :( but im not calling him because i always did that with anthony and my mom said that he might've felt crowded with me er whatever and i dont want andy to so im not caling him .. if he wants to talk er whatever he'll call me
...uhm my mom has cards next friday ... stephs hopefully coming over .. i should have a party :-p lol .. yea with my big 3 er 4 friends .. lol
skipped 3rd and 4th today wit steph and brandi .. we went to birchwood mall and i got a senses fail shirt .. its orange and i like it and i got that power rangers jacket thing for only 18.00
i need a job really bad :( cos im outta money again ..
finals are next week
monday-no school hehe
tuesday-child care (taking it tommorrow)
wednesday-journalism and independent living
thursday-painting and food nutrion (godda clean the kitchen)
friday-no school
and the whole week is half days so anybody wanna do something after school er something? if so gimme a call
everybody should listen to my chemical romance .. they're awesome :-p
lol
i wanna go to that concert but i dont see it happening cos shit usually doesnt go my way but whatever
welp ima go get ready for bed so mab ie ill get to bed before 12 lke i have been this whole week
<3
the song "ghost of you" by my chemical romance is like THE best song .. it reminds me so much of anthony and gives me the feeling i had when i first met him
:( i miss that boy so much