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im really tired so i should prolly go to bed.. but i feel like updating cos im cool like that ..
uhm today was boring first day back .. oh so fun .. basically kinda slept/daydreamed all day
then i got home and my mom brought me chinese and thats about it
i still miss anthony though :( .. i just want to get over him so bad but i cant .... its so hard and i dont understand why.. hes been a real ass to me why cant i just forget all about him completely.. i need to cos i cant go on forever wondering what couldve been er whatever and i know this and i know people are getting annoyed with me still missing him but i cant help it i really cant im trying my hardst
and i was in a depressed mood today and i bitched all my problems to steph .. sorry spankie :( .. i know u didnt wanna hear about all my problems sorry
...i really wish i could see andy more .... mabie that would help me get over anthony or something i donno, but it dont matter becasue i dont get to see him that often but whatever ... i'll get over it
..might be going to the mall wednesday with steph .. donno though
i got some guy like really creeping me out he keeps calling me and telling me he loves me and he wants me to go to a hotel with him and shit .. its really starting to creep me out hes like determined to hang out with me and i really dont want to cos hes creepy, like really creepy hes starting to scare me ... :-/ mabie ill just hang out with him and hopefully he'll find me annoying or mabie he'll stop calling sooner or later and he keeps calling from different numbers so i dont know its him
i need to lose weight .. yes yes i do =( i really am getting too fat ..
i wanna get a pretty little book to write all my poems in cos the one i got now is falling apart
<3
Post your favorite memory we had from 2004 and something you hope happens for me in 2005
uhm today was boring first day back .. oh so fun .. basically kinda slept/daydreamed all day
then i got home and my mom brought me chinese and thats about it
i still miss anthony though :( .. i just want to get over him so bad but i cant .... its so hard and i dont understand why.. hes been a real ass to me why cant i just forget all about him completely.. i need to cos i cant go on forever wondering what couldve been er whatever and i know this and i know people are getting annoyed with me still missing him but i cant help it i really cant im trying my hardst
and i was in a depressed mood today and i bitched all my problems to steph .. sorry spankie :( .. i know u didnt wanna hear about all my problems sorry
...i really wish i could see andy more .... mabie that would help me get over anthony or something i donno, but it dont matter becasue i dont get to see him that often but whatever ... i'll get over it
..might be going to the mall wednesday with steph .. donno though
i got some guy like really creeping me out he keeps calling me and telling me he loves me and he wants me to go to a hotel with him and shit .. its really starting to creep me out hes like determined to hang out with me and i really dont want to cos hes creepy, like really creepy hes starting to scare me ... :-/ mabie ill just hang out with him and hopefully he'll find me annoying or mabie he'll stop calling sooner or later and he keeps calling from different numbers so i dont know its him
i need to lose weight .. yes yes i do =( i really am getting too fat ..
i wanna get a pretty little book to write all my poems in cos the one i got now is falling apart
<3
Post your favorite memory we had from 2004 and something you hope happens for me in 2005