when did your eyes begin to look fake
sitting at home on a sunday night by yourself kinda sux ... eh whatever?
ive been really down the past like 4 days it sux im like all depressed again =( .. i just wanna cry like all the time and i dont know why i have like everything i could want right know and im still not happy .. what does it take for me to be happy?
i still want anthony back .. i dont know if i actually want him back or if i just wanna be friends ... id like to just be able to call him if i need someone to talk to but i cant and that hurts that i spent 8 months of my life loving him and sopposedly he loved me too and he just cut me off .. and i wish i would stop crying myself to sleep at night thinking of all the times we spent together .. there are just so many things i wish i could change and mabie we would still be together .. but theres nothing i can cos i cant even talk to him and its all my fault ... everythings my fault ...
:(
my one wish is that he will look back and think of me and regret what hes done and what he lost in me, and realize that he should've stayed with me cos i love him and i always will ...
although he will never regret getting rid of me, becasue nobody would be upset about that, im sure andy will get rid of me soon enough
havnt seen andy since like last tuesday, i wish i could see him, but whatever life goes on like i said he'll prolly break up with me soon enough ..
i miss him though
:(
well im done bitching i think imjust gonna go sleep some more
<3
im sick of crying
over the pain you've caused me
all the pain you've brought to me
im so sick of you
but then why do i still love you
so many unanswered questions
run through my mind
at all hours of the night
so many nights have been spent
thinking of you
not knowing why
so many tears have been shed
over you and your memory
i want to have the happiness that you brought to me
but just one memory of you
brings all the pain rushing back
ive been really down the past like 4 days it sux im like all depressed again =( .. i just wanna cry like all the time and i dont know why i have like everything i could want right know and im still not happy .. what does it take for me to be happy?
i still want anthony back .. i dont know if i actually want him back or if i just wanna be friends ... id like to just be able to call him if i need someone to talk to but i cant and that hurts that i spent 8 months of my life loving him and sopposedly he loved me too and he just cut me off .. and i wish i would stop crying myself to sleep at night thinking of all the times we spent together .. there are just so many things i wish i could change and mabie we would still be together .. but theres nothing i can cos i cant even talk to him and its all my fault ... everythings my fault ...
:(
my one wish is that he will look back and think of me and regret what hes done and what he lost in me, and realize that he should've stayed with me cos i love him and i always will ...
although he will never regret getting rid of me, becasue nobody would be upset about that, im sure andy will get rid of me soon enough
havnt seen andy since like last tuesday, i wish i could see him, but whatever life goes on like i said he'll prolly break up with me soon enough ..
i miss him though
:(
well im done bitching i think imjust gonna go sleep some more
<3
im sick of crying
over the pain you've caused me
all the pain you've brought to me
im so sick of you
but then why do i still love you
so many unanswered questions
run through my mind
at all hours of the night
so many nights have been spent
thinking of you
not knowing why
so many tears have been shed
over you and your memory
i want to have the happiness that you brought to me
but just one memory of you
brings all the pain rushing back