Hmm so today started off pretty good. Ashee came over.. we watched thirteen.. I like that movie. Then we dyed my hair black.. AGAIN lol.. I missed it from last year, So Idid it again. Turns out I don't liek it.:|.. Ohwell gotta deal. The virgin suicides and Thirteen are my two favouritest movies, thought I would share. Hmm tonight ended p shitty. Like always.. not a day goes by when I don't cry. that kinda rhymed. Hmmm.. well I hate me.. It's official. Bleh.. tomorrow should be fun if all goes well.. and brinny decides to answer me:S lol.. hmph. Well here is a poem I found from a while ago.. and I don't write them anymore.. dono why I enjoyed it.. but I have written how I felt too many times, ther eis no point in repeating myself. Well here it is..
Darkness has crept upon me
My light has died away
There's no reaction to my touch
No voice in what i say
The evil stares are gone
And that fear has left my side
Nobody dares to look
And all the screamings died.
There's a blade left on the counter
And blood stains on the floor
I can hear somebody weeping;
I'm not so lonely anymore
I yell to see whats wrong,
Theres no answer to my plea
The crying just gets louder
And They're crying out for me
This isnt what I wanted
No one cares just how i feel
It wasn't just an act i played
That pain inside was real
But no one ever listend
To just hwat i had to say
So i had to make a choice
And there was no other way
To tell you I was happy
That would've been a lie
So hush now my sweet baby
Theres no time left to cry
I'm happy now I feel no pain
And thats how I asked it be
So please dont cry, jsut let me go
But promise you'll remember me.
Thanks