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Why do I complicate my life? It's complicated enough as it is without my help.
And a long-distance relationship is risky as it is without my seeking out new boys.
Let me be clear: no premeditation went into meeting him. We met by accident, there were some sparks, I left the state, and that should have been it.
But no. Can I ever just let well enough alone? Of course not. I have to send him a letter care of his military base, giving him my email address and telling him I want to hang out when I come back. He has to actually email me and say he thinks it's a fine idea. Of course, turns out I'm not going back after all. Dammit.
So now what? "I'm not coming back any time soon, also I have a boyfriend, but hey, let's be chums."
?
I guess that's my only option, unless I want to hurt -- torture, even -- the only non-relative with which I've ever shared mutual love.
And a long-distance relationship is risky as it is without my seeking out new boys.
Let me be clear: no premeditation went into meeting him. We met by accident, there were some sparks, I left the state, and that should have been it.
But no. Can I ever just let well enough alone? Of course not. I have to send him a letter care of his military base, giving him my email address and telling him I want to hang out when I come back. He has to actually email me and say he thinks it's a fine idea. Of course, turns out I'm not going back after all. Dammit.
So now what? "I'm not coming back any time soon, also I have a boyfriend, but hey, let's be chums."
?
I guess that's my only option, unless I want to hurt -- torture, even -- the only non-relative with which I've ever shared mutual love.