Jun 18, 2004 16:49
confused... don't know if i should search for the past.... fight the present.. or leap to the future... i dunno.. just ouch.. it really does burn...
you know that feeling.. that there is a lump in your throat... when it breath it just feels cold.. your stomach has just turned.. and your heart is at your feet. If you move your eye too fast you can feel a drop of a tear sneek out.. so you just don't... your body is numb.. your mind is restless.. everything else doesn't matter.. and you think that you are the only person in the room.. your teeth lightly grind together as your nose gets stuffed up... hoping those aren't sniffles.. you are stronger than that.. your heart feels like it is burning it can't stop beating so fast... you don't want to move.. i dunno what else to say... my heart hurts for you..
i think it hurts more that when i broke up with "whats her face" -adam