Apr 01, 2005 22:31
tonite i went to a drive in movie with tyler - very romantic i mite add <3 lol ha
then i came home and my mom went PHYSCO cusz she is a physco and has absolutley NONE -O - NOTHING
trust for me .. she always seems to be going back to my past and bringing it up .. its hard to
sey anything back cusz i have fucked up sooo many times and she doesnt know how to believe me
with going out at night or going out period anymore without thinking imma get fucked up and drink
anddd smoke anddd pop pills anddd of course cant forget thee sex.. i sware she thinks im a hooker who
is addicted to herion who is wanted and is going to rot in jail forever and hurts anyone around me and corrupts poor little peoples minds .. shes expecting me and tyler not to last cusz i will
chase him away cusz i am so called " going back to my old ways" ..whatever the fuck that is suppose to mean..she is surpirsied we have lasted as long as we did .. HES NOT GOING ANYWHERE ANYTIME SO0N SO KEEP WISHING -
i came in tonight round 10 and cryed my eyes out on the fone cusz the things she seys to me only brings me down and makes me wanna go kill myself .. and then tyler came in when i was having gmy emotional breakdown .. whoo iss thee only fuckin bitch theree for me ? him of course...