make a slit in my side so i can breath again

[snwbrdchik]

so basically,
school sux right now
bf still cant drive
its kind of annoying
but he says sometime next week
im hearing things that will hurt a friend of mine and cant do anything about it
my mom thinks im fighting with my best friend, which im not, so she got in a fight with her mom over it which i kinda think is funny
i found out who "told" on me
i wanna dye my hair
and get an industrial
im going to be completely grounded again because of stupid progress reports
i feel completely stupid now because i thought i could handle all these classes but i realize now i cant which suc
cuz now im going to have to face my dad whose just going to scream his head off at me
and tell me im stupid
and fat like he does everyday
and i dont think i can handle it anymore
i wanna get out of this house
i hate the abuse
my mind is going out of control
i need to get out
breath some fresh air
grr