I despise my sister. I thought when my father died there would be a big fight over his money. But she has left nothing to chance and has taken most of it already.
I really don't like my sister. I only see her twice a year. She has no idea who I am because I don't feel safe talking to her. But she did grab at my breasts a few times. I don't know if that was meant to humiliate me or what it was about.
My dad used to beat the kids - so I carry lots of scars from that. I manage okay in life but when I see my dad the sores open again.
I don't like them at all but I feel like I have to be nice. My cousin said I should go to her house for Thanksgiving, but I feel like it is a duty to see my sister and father.
I have been very lucky with my friends and people in my life - but going back to see my family is very depressing and after I see them I need some time to get back to myself and for the scars to heal over again. I did not learn about love from my family. I learned about it later from friends.
Carvel is still the best :) I'm glad yours was good.
In the past, I had disagreements with my mom and we didn't speak for years. Sounds like the best thing for you to do is stay away from them. One of the things I've learned is how to deal with people that disparage me face to face - it's never worth engaging them, I grab my stuff and leave, not looking back. Sorry your holiday wasn't pleasant.
Thank you. I should not be whining. My life is good. I have been thinking about what you said. Fulfilling a sense of duty is not easy if it makes your heart throw up :) My life is good in spite of it - and inner peace and things to smile about is where thoughts should dwell...wishing you the same.
I really don't like my sister. I only see her twice a year. She has no idea who I am because I don't feel safe talking to her. But she did grab at my breasts a few times. I don't know if that was meant to humiliate me or what it was about.
My dad used to beat the kids - so I carry lots of scars from that. I manage okay in life but when I see my dad the sores open again.
I don't like them at all but I feel like I have to be nice. My cousin said I should go to her house for Thanksgiving, but I feel like it is a duty to see my sister and father.
I have been very lucky with my friends and people in my life - but going back to see my family is very depressing and after I see them I need some time to get back to myself and for the scars to heal over again. I did not learn about love from my family. I learned about it later from friends.
Carvel is still the best :) I'm glad yours was good.
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