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i have just gotten back from the longest day of my life... today we buried my grandpa.. he looked so great he was wearing his wedding suit. he looked so peacefulbutive never seen so many ppl crying. there were 200 ppl there following us. my grandma told me to be the one who led everyone to the burial site it was so scary. i didnt want to be up in front because i didnt feel like i did enough for him...after that i went to my grandmas and past out on her couch. but i was woken up emideatly to go and work on the farm. i lost my voice and have been medicated ever since so now im going to go to bed cuz i gotta wake up early tmrw to feed/milk the cows. nite..