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Tomorrow is mine and Tim's one year. Too bad he has a game tomorrow night, then we have the Tailgate and dinner with Andrew and his new girlfriend on Friday, Saturday I have a hair appointment in the morning and he's got to work and then at night he's got a game at 6:45 until 8:30ish, and then on Sunday we have to go to Indianapolis for some Key Club stuff. Time alone on our one year weekend equals about 3-5 hours at most. That blows. I feel like we're always busy as it is and this isn't helping. I just wish that I could spend one night with him alone with what we had planned to do on our one year. I was really looking forward to spending time with him-the one guy who I've never been on and off with but consistent with for so long. Next weekend is homecoming and the day after we have to do this Phone-a-Thon for Dollars for Scholars. So time alone next weekend.....a little more but not too much. I hate that we have something to do every day. I feel like we don't have time for each other like we used to. We don't have those awesome conversations we used to have and I miss that so much. I miss the days where we could just lay in each other's arms without worrying about where we had to be or what we had to do. I want the summer back. Don't take this the wrong way because I don't want to break up with him at all. I love him so much and I don't want to give him up for anything. This just hasn't been a good week because we've been fighting so much and it botheres me that it's right before our one year. I just want to spend time with him where we can relax and be with each other as long as we want. Is that so much to ask?