another crappy day as usual in my crappy effed up life
so if my life hasnt been bad enough. its gone from bad to worse
ok so i find out he doesnt wanna go to the dance.. no big whoop rite? YEAH RIGHT! i spent so much money on a dress, shoes, and my hair. one big mess. and yes ok i was planning on doing it. i dont care wat yu say. i felt it was the right time. until yesterday wen the damn boy was all blah. he acted like we were breaking up.. he completely ignored me.. didnt talk to me.. just basically someone who was trying to brush me off as nothing more than the piece of crap i am off his shoe. but yet were still together and thats good. but i dont know whats going on im going crazy so much pressure.. my dad him, college even tho its so far away. christmas, trying to find out who is my true friend ( i love you angela) and all this other stuff. its just so ahrd.. watever later
ok so i find out he doesnt wanna go to the dance.. no big whoop rite? YEAH RIGHT! i spent so much money on a dress, shoes, and my hair. one big mess. and yes ok i was planning on doing it. i dont care wat yu say. i felt it was the right time. until yesterday wen the damn boy was all blah. he acted like we were breaking up.. he completely ignored me.. didnt talk to me.. just basically someone who was trying to brush me off as nothing more than the piece of crap i am off his shoe. but yet were still together and thats good. but i dont know whats going on im going crazy so much pressure.. my dad him, college even tho its so far away. christmas, trying to find out who is my true friend ( i love you angela) and all this other stuff. its just so ahrd.. watever later