Dec 09, 2015 13:05
I think my problem is having too many interests. And not just interests, but time consuming ones at that. I need more hours in a day, I think. There are too many shows, too many books, too many projects, too many plot ideas, too many games, too many fanfics.... Inevitably, something always gets left behind to be revisited at a later date.
It's made me feel flakey. I can't give my attention to everything and so the things that take up my most time seem to get shunted for things that are far easier. I'm sure you notice the stints where my Drarry rec journal is over-flowing with recs and then it hits a dry spell. Or where I'm talking about wanting to get into writing more and then I drop off livejournal for a few months.
Time management has never been my friend and even working from home hasn't helped. Perhaps it makes it worse.
Today, I aspire to write, but today I must also find time to craft my latest projects for my shop.
Today, I see some amazing summaries for fanfics that I'd like to read, but I also wonder what happens next in Fairytale and X-Files.
Today, I think it'd be nice to play a game, but my jigsaw puzzle has seen no love in the past week.
Today, I'd like to get ahead on chores and clean my house, but it's cold and I'd simply like to cocoon myself in blankets.
Today is filled with possibilities and I'm drowning in my options.
I'm sorry that you so often get pushed into the shadowy corner.
srs bzns,
the real snugglemint,
fandom family,
ruminations,
i love you guys like woah,
confliction,
motivation