The Big Post of Updates...
Hey guys,
It's been awhile since I've made any posts, but I was working on some craft projects that I wanted to share and just figured making a post about everything would be a good idea.
Weight Loss:
As far as weight loss goes, I haven't been working as hard. I haven't lost anything and anything I gain, I lose. So while the holiday season is definitely tempting, it's making no permanent damage. I'm happy that I've been maintaining though. I'm going to try to lose at 5 pounds before the year is up. I've got 25 more pounds to go, but I'm at a point where I'm not at my goal, but I'm happy with what I see in the mirror. (For the most part.)
Have a picture and note the health potion. ;) Never know when things are going to get real.
The Boy:
The boy is a tricksy thing to talk about. Basically, I'm not happy and when I look toward the future, I don't see him in it. I know the last post I made on him was all rainbows, kittens, and sunshine, but that just goes to show that I need to post more.
I tried breaking up with him last night, but apparently I'm not allowed to. o.O Yeah, there is all kinds of drama going on there. I spent 5 hours talking to him and it was just a vicious circle of me wanting to break up and him pleading with me to give him another chance. I realize that I probably seem super bitchy in not being more sensitive to the situation, but there are things that have happened that I'm just not cool with.
1. He doesn't trust me, even though he says he does. He's constantly on about other guys I talk to (not at all romantically) and he even went to the point of snooping through my facebook.
2. He's a callous jerk, he makes jokes that aren't at all funny. Like when I said that I was out in the other room talking to my family. "Wow, I didn't know you could do that! Leave your room and socialize!"
3. He backtracks. He'll say one thing and then completely change his tune the next saying something that contradicts what was earlier said.
4. I'm not one to be shallow, but I'm just not finding him physically attractive anymore.
5. He's clingy. Like white on rice clingy. I need space.
6. He's inconsiderate, just showing up unnanounced and uninvited, wondering why I'm ill. You may be my boyfriend, but that doesn't give you a free pass to come and go. This is my home, do me the courtesy of at least asking for permission.
7. I've been really stiff around him lately, I don't know how to act and I can tell that in the end, it's because I don't want to be around him.
8. He's constantly telling me how much he likes me and misses me. Five minutes out the door, he misses me and he gets upset if I don't say those things back. Give me time to miss you and by the way, we haven't even been dating a month. Cool your jets.
9. He's really insecure and needs constant reassure. It gets really tiring having to tend to someone's ego.
10. He has absolutely no work ethic. I realize I'm unemployed, but that's not by choice. He's constantly on about how he wants to quit and how he wishes he could just stay home and bum it up "like I do." It's just not attractive. Actually, he did quit once and he didn't even tell them, he just didn't go. If they weren't so swamped, they probably wouldn't have bothered to call him and convince him to come back.
Apparently, I just need to vent. Sorry about that.
Beading:
Since I'm a broke ass, I decided to just craft Christmas presents this year. (Something I did last year, but I kind of had a bit of money then. Not a lot, but enough to make different kinds of crafts.) This year, everyone is getting beads because it's what I've got! Lol.
I can't share them on facebook because the respective giftees would see them, so I figured I'd share them on here with you guys. :D
So far, I've only got pictures of two of them; Donatello and a few Minecraft items that I made for my niece. They're on the small side because I'm going to attach jumprings to them and turn them into necklaces for her. I may end up making one or two more for her, I feel bad that they're so small and Donatello is so big.
I've also done a sprite of the 10th Doctor (which may or may not come with a tardis, depends on if I have the beads left) and right now I'm working on a Chibi-style Harry Potter. :D
As you can see, he's pretty massive. I didn't quite realize that when I started him. -.- He took four consistant hours to finish, but I'm really happy with him. (And fusing him was an absolute nightmare and bitch.)
Diamond, Enderman, and Creeper. Don't know what else I'll make to go with it if I do decide to add to it.
And that's it! I'll add more pictures when I get them done. :) Hope you lovelies are doing well!
It's been awhile since I've made any posts, but I was working on some craft projects that I wanted to share and just figured making a post about everything would be a good idea.
Weight Loss:
As far as weight loss goes, I haven't been working as hard. I haven't lost anything and anything I gain, I lose. So while the holiday season is definitely tempting, it's making no permanent damage. I'm happy that I've been maintaining though. I'm going to try to lose at 5 pounds before the year is up. I've got 25 more pounds to go, but I'm at a point where I'm not at my goal, but I'm happy with what I see in the mirror. (For the most part.)
Have a picture and note the health potion. ;) Never know when things are going to get real.
The Boy:
The boy is a tricksy thing to talk about. Basically, I'm not happy and when I look toward the future, I don't see him in it. I know the last post I made on him was all rainbows, kittens, and sunshine, but that just goes to show that I need to post more.
I tried breaking up with him last night, but apparently I'm not allowed to. o.O Yeah, there is all kinds of drama going on there. I spent 5 hours talking to him and it was just a vicious circle of me wanting to break up and him pleading with me to give him another chance. I realize that I probably seem super bitchy in not being more sensitive to the situation, but there are things that have happened that I'm just not cool with.
1. He doesn't trust me, even though he says he does. He's constantly on about other guys I talk to (not at all romantically) and he even went to the point of snooping through my facebook.
2. He's a callous jerk, he makes jokes that aren't at all funny. Like when I said that I was out in the other room talking to my family. "Wow, I didn't know you could do that! Leave your room and socialize!"
3. He backtracks. He'll say one thing and then completely change his tune the next saying something that contradicts what was earlier said.
4. I'm not one to be shallow, but I'm just not finding him physically attractive anymore.
5. He's clingy. Like white on rice clingy. I need space.
6. He's inconsiderate, just showing up unnanounced and uninvited, wondering why I'm ill. You may be my boyfriend, but that doesn't give you a free pass to come and go. This is my home, do me the courtesy of at least asking for permission.
7. I've been really stiff around him lately, I don't know how to act and I can tell that in the end, it's because I don't want to be around him.
8. He's constantly telling me how much he likes me and misses me. Five minutes out the door, he misses me and he gets upset if I don't say those things back. Give me time to miss you and by the way, we haven't even been dating a month. Cool your jets.
9. He's really insecure and needs constant reassure. It gets really tiring having to tend to someone's ego.
10. He has absolutely no work ethic. I realize I'm unemployed, but that's not by choice. He's constantly on about how he wants to quit and how he wishes he could just stay home and bum it up "like I do." It's just not attractive. Actually, he did quit once and he didn't even tell them, he just didn't go. If they weren't so swamped, they probably wouldn't have bothered to call him and convince him to come back.
Apparently, I just need to vent. Sorry about that.
Beading:
Since I'm a broke ass, I decided to just craft Christmas presents this year. (Something I did last year, but I kind of had a bit of money then. Not a lot, but enough to make different kinds of crafts.) This year, everyone is getting beads because it's what I've got! Lol.
I can't share them on facebook because the respective giftees would see them, so I figured I'd share them on here with you guys. :D
So far, I've only got pictures of two of them; Donatello and a few Minecraft items that I made for my niece. They're on the small side because I'm going to attach jumprings to them and turn them into necklaces for her. I may end up making one or two more for her, I feel bad that they're so small and Donatello is so big.
I've also done a sprite of the 10th Doctor (which may or may not come with a tardis, depends on if I have the beads left) and right now I'm working on a Chibi-style Harry Potter. :D
As you can see, he's pretty massive. I didn't quite realize that when I started him. -.- He took four consistant hours to finish, but I'm really happy with him. (And fusing him was an absolute nightmare and bitch.)
Diamond, Enderman, and Creeper. Don't know what else I'll make to go with it if I do decide to add to it.
And that's it! I'll add more pictures when I get them done. :) Hope you lovelies are doing well!