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hey guys, basically anyone reading this was in sunday school with our blow out discussion...they said it was good, but I didnt like it...some of you werent there to see the rest... I got into it with kevin...man can he be mean...they eventually got me in to talk with them and pastor kyle, i didnt want to but i did, they tried to get rid of my "deep rooted anger" and they want to have more sesions to peel off more layers and take away lies the devil had planted... I didnt feel any better, I told regina that the positive side of doing that was to hear what the barnes boys were doing while i was in there... hunter was going off on how he couldnt believe that his parents did that to me cause im like thier daugter, he told me I was his big sister (AWWW) and I guess holden sat outside the office waiting for me for a while, saying he was woried about me, poor sweetie, and harrison just didnt understand what was wrong. yeah the talk didnt make me feel much better, but i did calm down, I feel so bad that the twins had to see me fliping out about all that, but it was kinda cute because they totally understood. when i first walked out the church, i never wanted to come back, hunter and holden assured me that i could go back to thier class. before i left holden asked me if i'd come back next week...now how can you say no to that? Well I feel numb again, but Im going to the gym tomorrow, so ill be ok. well zech brought home the new ddr game, so ima go play i guess. night.