sixth, seventh and eighth day without you.......
Hello sweetheart,
I love you very much, remember that.
sorry that I haven't had a chance to write to you. the past few days have been hectic and I haven't been in the apartment very much or near a computer with internet. anyway....so here is what has happened over the past while.
Wednesday: was the show opening. it was a horrible day of running around for me. I had to finish the costumes that i had to make. then i had to run to the dollar store, then tracy drove me to the subway station and i stupidly forgot a costume in her trunk. so i had to wait in the subway station until she brought it back to me, which was fine 'cause i got a chance to write in the cues for the show (i'm not finished yet tho). i bumped into tyler in the subway station he was heading to a concert at the molsen ampitheatre. i forget what it was, but they were wearing led zeplinn tshirts. then i headed down to the director's house but got horribly lost and had to cab it there and spent all my money on the cab ride. we then piled into Daryn's car (he plays Captain Justice) and drove to the theatre. We had ten minutes to set up and got really pissed off because they told me I couldn't have all my stuff they way i wanted it to and they told me i couldn't use a tv. so i had to blindly do the projections. i only screwed up once, so its okay. the show went fine, but we were all on edge and things kept messing up, but the audience didn't notice. then i headed out with the cast and crew to the fringe headquarters where they hosted a party for all the plays. i partied until about 1:30am with the cast and it was awesome. there is this 60 year old guy on the cast and he was more hard core than most of the people at the party. The guys i was with said it was too risky for me to take the blue line home alone so we cabbed it to aaron's place (he plays Zaddax), smoked a joint and watched some ridiculous tv show that we couldn't stop laughing at. then Luis (the director) and Jay (the sound director/creator) and myself cabbed it home to the director's house and i slept on thier couch.
Thursday: i woke up at around noon and went for breakfast down the street with the guys. Katherine called me and we decided to meet up at yorkdale at 4pm and we shopped until we couldn't shop anymore. and yes, i bought stuff. i bought a some sunglasses, i was in dire need of sun glasses and this shirt and skirt that was on sale. the shirt i got is not a boobie top so i'm happy!!! My parents demanded that i came home, but i told them i hadn't seen kaherine since the 50th bday party and i missed her so they let me go out. then katherine and i headed back to markham for dinner at the Unionville arms and we met her boyfriend there with his best friend. so we ate good eats and went and got icecream but we were all too full to eat except for katherine who eats more than anyone else i know but is only 5'3'' and weighs only 105 lbs. then we headed to jake's (a bar on mainstreet) for a drink and then we headed home at around 2ish. i was exhausted and got angry at my computer for not letting me on the internet. i wanted to write to you, but instead i went to bed. It was a good thing i went home because my parents really wanted me home for the next day. i had to call my grandpa (he's sick) and do stuff around the house. I think they were just happy to see me again after a while.
Friday: so i left a note for my parents to call me at around 10ish and my dad called me on my cell to wake me up. i talked to him for a bit to arrange some time for me to be at home to help get ready for going up north to the cottage. my dad reminded me that you are invited to come for the second week if you wanted, all you have to do is find your way to new liskard and we'd pick you up from there.... but i said you're more than likely working. too bad, i was really wishing that you might still be able to come. so i get some laundry done, do some chores and get on a bus and head over to my parents' work, we were gonna have lunch together. then they offered to drive me to the apartment instead of me getting on a bus at the GO station. we talked about my birthday and when we could have a family party, so i said its best we do it in september when things calm down for me. then we talked about my A. pat's and kiki's bday which is this sunday at my grandparents' house, you are invited to come. then we talked about my grandpa who is rrrrrrreally going down hill. apparently he look horrible and isn't doing very well, so i'm hoping that on my day off on wednesday i'll go and visit him for a bit. maybe watch some tv or a movie together, stay for dinner and then head back to the apartment for the show the next day. so tonight we were supposed to go to the dance cave, but its closed for renovations. so i have to call the guys to see what we want to do instead. i have to get jessie's binder from her to finish copying all the cues down. i really wish you were coming home today. i miss you so much.
i really want you to come and see my show. is there anyway you can come see it on sunday, it would mean so much to me sweetie. i've worked so hard on it and it would be awesome if you could see it. i have 2 complimentary tickets so let me know and i can give 'em to you. it starts at 5:15pm and NO LATECOMERS ALLOWED, NO ACCEPTIONS. so be early if you can. also, it doesn't matter if you are coming in late on saturday. the show is at 3:30pm on saturday and we are only in the space for 2 hours, and i'll more than likely head home right afterwards, especially if it means seeing you. i wish i could contact you somehow to talk to you. i really want to see you. but if you are getting in late and then drive here, i'll gladly wait for you, i'll even get on a bus/train/plane whatever and meet you half way!! i'll do anything sweetie, i just miss you like stupid crazy. its lonely without you.
alright, i've talked your ear off, wait that doesn't make sense...
i've wirtten your eyes off??? eeeeeeeeeeh.... whatever!!!!
i love you sweetie and i can't wait to hear from you.
i really hope i get to see you!
i miss you so much,
Love always,
Steph x0x0x0x
I love you very much, remember that.
sorry that I haven't had a chance to write to you. the past few days have been hectic and I haven't been in the apartment very much or near a computer with internet. anyway....so here is what has happened over the past while.
Wednesday: was the show opening. it was a horrible day of running around for me. I had to finish the costumes that i had to make. then i had to run to the dollar store, then tracy drove me to the subway station and i stupidly forgot a costume in her trunk. so i had to wait in the subway station until she brought it back to me, which was fine 'cause i got a chance to write in the cues for the show (i'm not finished yet tho). i bumped into tyler in the subway station he was heading to a concert at the molsen ampitheatre. i forget what it was, but they were wearing led zeplinn tshirts. then i headed down to the director's house but got horribly lost and had to cab it there and spent all my money on the cab ride. we then piled into Daryn's car (he plays Captain Justice) and drove to the theatre. We had ten minutes to set up and got really pissed off because they told me I couldn't have all my stuff they way i wanted it to and they told me i couldn't use a tv. so i had to blindly do the projections. i only screwed up once, so its okay. the show went fine, but we were all on edge and things kept messing up, but the audience didn't notice. then i headed out with the cast and crew to the fringe headquarters where they hosted a party for all the plays. i partied until about 1:30am with the cast and it was awesome. there is this 60 year old guy on the cast and he was more hard core than most of the people at the party. The guys i was with said it was too risky for me to take the blue line home alone so we cabbed it to aaron's place (he plays Zaddax), smoked a joint and watched some ridiculous tv show that we couldn't stop laughing at. then Luis (the director) and Jay (the sound director/creator) and myself cabbed it home to the director's house and i slept on thier couch.
Thursday: i woke up at around noon and went for breakfast down the street with the guys. Katherine called me and we decided to meet up at yorkdale at 4pm and we shopped until we couldn't shop anymore. and yes, i bought stuff. i bought a some sunglasses, i was in dire need of sun glasses and this shirt and skirt that was on sale. the shirt i got is not a boobie top so i'm happy!!! My parents demanded that i came home, but i told them i hadn't seen kaherine since the 50th bday party and i missed her so they let me go out. then katherine and i headed back to markham for dinner at the Unionville arms and we met her boyfriend there with his best friend. so we ate good eats and went and got icecream but we were all too full to eat except for katherine who eats more than anyone else i know but is only 5'3'' and weighs only 105 lbs. then we headed to jake's (a bar on mainstreet) for a drink and then we headed home at around 2ish. i was exhausted and got angry at my computer for not letting me on the internet. i wanted to write to you, but instead i went to bed. It was a good thing i went home because my parents really wanted me home for the next day. i had to call my grandpa (he's sick) and do stuff around the house. I think they were just happy to see me again after a while.
Friday: so i left a note for my parents to call me at around 10ish and my dad called me on my cell to wake me up. i talked to him for a bit to arrange some time for me to be at home to help get ready for going up north to the cottage. my dad reminded me that you are invited to come for the second week if you wanted, all you have to do is find your way to new liskard and we'd pick you up from there.... but i said you're more than likely working. too bad, i was really wishing that you might still be able to come. so i get some laundry done, do some chores and get on a bus and head over to my parents' work, we were gonna have lunch together. then they offered to drive me to the apartment instead of me getting on a bus at the GO station. we talked about my birthday and when we could have a family party, so i said its best we do it in september when things calm down for me. then we talked about my A. pat's and kiki's bday which is this sunday at my grandparents' house, you are invited to come. then we talked about my grandpa who is rrrrrrreally going down hill. apparently he look horrible and isn't doing very well, so i'm hoping that on my day off on wednesday i'll go and visit him for a bit. maybe watch some tv or a movie together, stay for dinner and then head back to the apartment for the show the next day. so tonight we were supposed to go to the dance cave, but its closed for renovations. so i have to call the guys to see what we want to do instead. i have to get jessie's binder from her to finish copying all the cues down. i really wish you were coming home today. i miss you so much.
i really want you to come and see my show. is there anyway you can come see it on sunday, it would mean so much to me sweetie. i've worked so hard on it and it would be awesome if you could see it. i have 2 complimentary tickets so let me know and i can give 'em to you. it starts at 5:15pm and NO LATECOMERS ALLOWED, NO ACCEPTIONS. so be early if you can. also, it doesn't matter if you are coming in late on saturday. the show is at 3:30pm on saturday and we are only in the space for 2 hours, and i'll more than likely head home right afterwards, especially if it means seeing you. i wish i could contact you somehow to talk to you. i really want to see you. but if you are getting in late and then drive here, i'll gladly wait for you, i'll even get on a bus/train/plane whatever and meet you half way!! i'll do anything sweetie, i just miss you like stupid crazy. its lonely without you.
alright, i've talked your ear off, wait that doesn't make sense...
i've wirtten your eyes off??? eeeeeeeeeeh.... whatever!!!!
i love you sweetie and i can't wait to hear from you.
i really hope i get to see you!
i miss you so much,
Love always,
Steph x0x0x0x