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Hi babie,
So, I woke up really late today. Like noon. I hope you were okay getting up so
early. I'm sorry I kept you up so late, I just missed you and wanted to hear
your voice. And I'm sorry for letting my stress of things get to me and I took
it out on you. It wasn't fair at all. I'm sorry. I hope you can see past that
behaviour and still see the girl you fell in love with. I know I'm wrong when I
act like that and I don't know what to do to make it up to you. Just say the
word and I'll do it. I love you sweetheart.
I read my valentine's day card again. I miss you even more.....
Yeah, so I woke up late today. I don't know why, but i'm needing more and more
sleep. I think it mainly has to do with the extreme heat. 'cause when I'm at
my aunt's place I sleep very well and only need my 7 hours. But all I do is
sleep and my eyes are always swollen and it looks like i have gotten No sleep
at all.
I'm sorry its so bad here, i felt horrible making you sleep in an unbearable
room.
Lion misses you hugging him......and so do I....hee hee.
You'd be proud, my room is almost clean! woo hoo, it will stay that way
hopefully. The desk was actually pretty easy to move, except the fact that the top was a little heavy but i managed.....all i have to do is put away my clothes and get rid of all that crap...and don't worry i have 2 garbage bags full of stuff to throw out.......Now onto dishes.....poohpooh
I can't wait for next weekend, I hope you decide to come and see me. I just
miss you so much and I know you barely ever get to see your friends. So I understand if they have to come first. I'm sorry I get all whiney and cranky when I don't get to see you, but that's because I'm selfish and want you all to myself. My heart yearns for you. But I have to learn to be fair and let you do what you want, not just what I want. I'm sorry it seems that way sometimes. I just miss you so much. Maybe if you stay in Barrie this coming weekend to see your friends, I can go home and see mine. I miss them so much, the last time I saw them before the cottage trip to Minden was last summer at jen's bf's house party. well, we'll talk about it later.
I'm gonna go for a run today, but i'm gonna wait for it to cool off before i step outside. I think maybe around 7ish....maybe 8, the sun begins to set then. I really want to loose about 10 pounds before school starts....HAH, fat chance, but its a goal right?
I'm in desperate need of some grocery shopping. I had planned to get it done this past weekend, but that stupid council meeting totally interfered...pooh pooh. maybe Leighann and I will go on wednesday, Tracy offered to drive us, so that will be nice. Speaking of food, ihave to clean out my fridge, I have no idea what is in there that is mine, its probably all going bad.
I'M JUST TOO HOT TO DO ANYTHING!!!!
I need another fan or maybe a little airconditioning unit......but all this costs money.....maybe i'll just buy some more shorts and skirts so that i don't roast to death in jeans. Will you come with me?
Also if you do come with to visit me this weekend, Leighann and I want to know if you'd venture to St. Lawrence market with us on Saturday morning, we're goin' early. I know we talked about going downtown and stuff and I hope you still wanna go If you don't wanna go, then i'll just have to reschedule with her, but i don't really want to have to do that.
And what about the weekend after that? I hope you can come... Its just you know i'd come to visit you but I'm working both weekends, so there is no way for me to get out there. I wish I had my license because then I'd just drive to see you everyday....really I would, i wouldn't care that its an hour drive each way....i'd just want to see you. I really wish I had gotten it when I turned 16......so dumb of me.
well, right now its 4:44pm. I cant wait to hear from you. At 6 I'm guessing. I love you so much. I miss you so much.
Anyway, I'd better end this novel. I'll talk to you later my love.....write back to me?
Okay hun,
Bye
Love always and forever,
Stephanie x0x0x0x0x0x
So, I woke up really late today. Like noon. I hope you were okay getting up so
early. I'm sorry I kept you up so late, I just missed you and wanted to hear
your voice. And I'm sorry for letting my stress of things get to me and I took
it out on you. It wasn't fair at all. I'm sorry. I hope you can see past that
behaviour and still see the girl you fell in love with. I know I'm wrong when I
act like that and I don't know what to do to make it up to you. Just say the
word and I'll do it. I love you sweetheart.
I read my valentine's day card again. I miss you even more.....
Yeah, so I woke up late today. I don't know why, but i'm needing more and more
sleep. I think it mainly has to do with the extreme heat. 'cause when I'm at
my aunt's place I sleep very well and only need my 7 hours. But all I do is
sleep and my eyes are always swollen and it looks like i have gotten No sleep
at all.
I'm sorry its so bad here, i felt horrible making you sleep in an unbearable
room.
Lion misses you hugging him......and so do I....hee hee.
You'd be proud, my room is almost clean! woo hoo, it will stay that way
hopefully. The desk was actually pretty easy to move, except the fact that the top was a little heavy but i managed.....all i have to do is put away my clothes and get rid of all that crap...and don't worry i have 2 garbage bags full of stuff to throw out.......Now onto dishes.....poohpooh
I can't wait for next weekend, I hope you decide to come and see me. I just
miss you so much and I know you barely ever get to see your friends. So I understand if they have to come first. I'm sorry I get all whiney and cranky when I don't get to see you, but that's because I'm selfish and want you all to myself. My heart yearns for you. But I have to learn to be fair and let you do what you want, not just what I want. I'm sorry it seems that way sometimes. I just miss you so much. Maybe if you stay in Barrie this coming weekend to see your friends, I can go home and see mine. I miss them so much, the last time I saw them before the cottage trip to Minden was last summer at jen's bf's house party. well, we'll talk about it later.
I'm gonna go for a run today, but i'm gonna wait for it to cool off before i step outside. I think maybe around 7ish....maybe 8, the sun begins to set then. I really want to loose about 10 pounds before school starts....HAH, fat chance, but its a goal right?
I'm in desperate need of some grocery shopping. I had planned to get it done this past weekend, but that stupid council meeting totally interfered...pooh pooh. maybe Leighann and I will go on wednesday, Tracy offered to drive us, so that will be nice. Speaking of food, ihave to clean out my fridge, I have no idea what is in there that is mine, its probably all going bad.
I'M JUST TOO HOT TO DO ANYTHING!!!!
I need another fan or maybe a little airconditioning unit......but all this costs money.....maybe i'll just buy some more shorts and skirts so that i don't roast to death in jeans. Will you come with me?
Also if you do come with to visit me this weekend, Leighann and I want to know if you'd venture to St. Lawrence market with us on Saturday morning, we're goin' early. I know we talked about going downtown and stuff and I hope you still wanna go If you don't wanna go, then i'll just have to reschedule with her, but i don't really want to have to do that.
And what about the weekend after that? I hope you can come... Its just you know i'd come to visit you but I'm working both weekends, so there is no way for me to get out there. I wish I had my license because then I'd just drive to see you everyday....really I would, i wouldn't care that its an hour drive each way....i'd just want to see you. I really wish I had gotten it when I turned 16......so dumb of me.
well, right now its 4:44pm. I cant wait to hear from you. At 6 I'm guessing. I love you so much. I miss you so much.
Anyway, I'd better end this novel. I'll talk to you later my love.....write back to me?
Okay hun,
Bye
Love always and forever,
Stephanie x0x0x0x0x0x