Persicution?? is it worth it all?

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many christians say that they are constantly persicuted about thier faith when it comes to non beleivers. Well what about the christians that persicute other christians. im finding it hard sometimes to grow in my faith when i have other believers constantly judging my faith. isnt it enought that i have to explain my beliefs to everyone else with out having to answer to my fellow believers on whether i am holy enough, or believe enough? this whole believer thing is hard. you have to prove to the non believers that your God is real and you have to prove to the beleivers that you are a holy person and that you ARE trying to live your life for the lord. i really dont know what to do anymore. latley ive been wanting to move churches.. because frankly im tried of not fitting in. ive been nice to people, theyve seen me worship and love the lord.. and ive made efforts to get to know people. but the fact of the matter is.. after their done answering my questions to them... they walk away. and then not another word until next week. now im not saying that everyone is like this. there are people that i have met in my walk to the lord that i could never let go of. and there are people that truly love everyone and those folks rock my socks.. but i wonder... is there a place where everyone could love everyone else and not judge thier character without even knowing them? who knows.. well i guess thats all for me. until next time.... peace

Christina