I Just Don't know
I am so upset right now, and I am not sure why. I know part of the reason, but not all of it. I been wanting to cry all day. Its like I don't wanna go n e more. There are so many things happening I just don't wanna do. I don't wanna do n e thing. And just thinking about the stuff I have to do makes me so depressed. I watched Dirty Dancing early(Awesome Movie!!!)and it made me want a relationship so bad. I want to be wanted. I want to be able to turn to someone when I am upset. There is a certain person I want it to be too. But I know that prolly want happen. Which makes me more upset thinking about it. So many damned mixed signals. It hurts so bad!!! Gah...I don't wanna be n e more. I am just sitting here tryin to study listenin to a song and crying. It just isn't fun. Tomorrow is gonna suck I know but the worst of it will be Friday. I am gonna have so many test...its gonna suck. Aight well I better go study for my chemistry test on Friday. Bye