Over and Over Again
Today was just a bad day. I mean it wasn't bad, but it wasn't good. It feels like some of my friends don't really care about me. I know some do, but others don't. And it hurts to think that, and that made me upset after school. I like sat alone and stuff. But also the fact of me having to wear classes sucks. Right now and lately, I have felt so lonely. Its like EVERYONE has somebody, except me. I am so tired of being alone. Like I was readin Kaitlyn Parsons lj and it says how her and her boyfriend are "taking a break" It real sad becuz the are such a cute couple. But he like left a comment and it was real sweet, and I know their relationship is gonna work. Like I was cryin when I read what he wrote. Just all this stuff with Brady...I wanna be with him soooooooo bad!!! I like him so much and he means so much to me, and I wanna be close with him. Its so hard living this way, I don't know how much longer I can take. It hurts so bad when he doesn't talk to me or call me(which he didn't call tonight. I am tired of being this way and i don't know what to do. Gah...I hate this!!!!