hmmm...
i just got home from pitcher and catcher practice for softball.. i cant wait for it to start!! weeee ooh wow softball is my life. theres a meeting on monday i think for it i godda find out where/when tho. ugh i dunno whats been going on lately... things are all screwed over with me -n- casey... and you know why?? cuzz ppl were annoying him about me likeing him! and he liked me back... but since ppl annoyed him a lil bit he dont like me ne more! HOW GAY IS THAT?? im like dude its not like i personally told them to go up 2 you and say that! grrrr... im so pissed off... cuzz i was rly starting to like him. I mean camon tho not to like someone anymore cuzz some one comes up to you and says something about it?? thats rly messed up and gay. like honestly who the fuck cares what other ppl say? i dont! like if i like some1 im gunna like them regardless of what other ppl say to me! wow ppl are just so gay sometimes. and the thing is he said he liked me and all this stuff yet he was telling other ppl he didnt like me and i even asked him straight to his face (well no actually i asked him online... but still it was me asking him personally)if he liked me and he said yes. wow well its a proven fact ppl !!!!!!!BOYS LIE!!!!!!! grrr... so i dunno who i like now... im not going to winterfest i decided its just another thing to make me upset and realize that i have no1 that rly cares about me :\ ugh well don godda screen name! lol i dodnt believe it was him at first i was all wtf THIS ISNT DONALD HE DOSENT HAVE A SCREEN NAME! lol and i was like call me right now if this is don and he called (tehe i felt stupid) and we talked for a while. ugh 87 on the math exam... im taking it over in june im soo pissed it was soo easyi thought too! ugh... its been sucha bad week... i just broke down crying at out game on tuesday. i just couldnt take it well i need sleep an i still got home work :p so im out
i love you*
i love you*