My Life
I swear there is so much shit that goes on in my life Im so fucking sick of it. I mean everyday something happens that just pills onto the stress and shit that goes on. I fucking hate it! I mean God damn people think I have everything. I would like them to live in my shoes and they would see that everything quickly turn into nothing. I just want to smile again or really laugh. Im so sick of everyhtign I just want to get away from all this pain. And the thing is no one knows about how I really feel cause I walk around like everything is fine and have a fake smile on my face and no one notices. Im growing into this really quiet person and just hiding everything. I just want it all to go away. But it willnt and its finally caught up to me. It kinda werid how the ppl cloest to me think everythign is ok and dont know anything about me. Or is it that they just don't care. Why do people lie? Whats the point in all of it? Do people do it to hurt other people? Cause thats what always ends up happening. One of these days these feeling are gonna come out and its not gonna be a pretty site, that will be the day I lose it. But its all good cause tomrrow should be fun.