Re: GOD are you out there?
Okay the other day I watched an old movie: Flatliners.
I watched with so much skepticism that I reeked of it. Then the character played by Keifer Sutherland was haunted of memories (or should we say demons) of a childhood experience gone wrong. I was immediatley entranced and terrified. I identified with this character because I have done things in my life that I am not proud of. Then I got to thinking, if there is some entity out there, a GOD, whatever, are they keeping track of my wrongdoings? Am I going to suffer in hell when this human existence is over? My answer was a resounding YES!
I decided that GOD had spoke to me, left me a message you could say through the TiVO! HA HA!!! Who really knows? I just know that I had kept that movie there for eons, not deleting because I had never seen it and it had Kevin Bacon starring in it.. As ridiculous as this sounds, I feel that GOD was waiting for me to be as broken emotionally as I currently am, to have me participate in the experience. I don't think that I would have responded the same way 1 month ago when my spirit was high, on top of the world. But being broken and tired, the message filtered through. I need GOD. I need a spiritual existence.
I see people die most everyday at work. I saw a young girl 36 who found out that she has invasive metastatic cancer. She is not well. What becomes of her beautiful soul after she dies? She has to fo somewhere. I know it is heaven or wherever we go, I know that she can not just become dust, there is too much sparkling in her eyes, we DO have a soul, I am convinced.
I have found GOD and since then feel rested, calmer despite the hurricane surrounding my soul. I am not the eye, but tail...
I watched with so much skepticism that I reeked of it. Then the character played by Keifer Sutherland was haunted of memories (or should we say demons) of a childhood experience gone wrong. I was immediatley entranced and terrified. I identified with this character because I have done things in my life that I am not proud of. Then I got to thinking, if there is some entity out there, a GOD, whatever, are they keeping track of my wrongdoings? Am I going to suffer in hell when this human existence is over? My answer was a resounding YES!
I decided that GOD had spoke to me, left me a message you could say through the TiVO! HA HA!!! Who really knows? I just know that I had kept that movie there for eons, not deleting because I had never seen it and it had Kevin Bacon starring in it.. As ridiculous as this sounds, I feel that GOD was waiting for me to be as broken emotionally as I currently am, to have me participate in the experience. I don't think that I would have responded the same way 1 month ago when my spirit was high, on top of the world. But being broken and tired, the message filtered through. I need GOD. I need a spiritual existence.
I see people die most everyday at work. I saw a young girl 36 who found out that she has invasive metastatic cancer. She is not well. What becomes of her beautiful soul after she dies? She has to fo somewhere. I know it is heaven or wherever we go, I know that she can not just become dust, there is too much sparkling in her eyes, we DO have a soul, I am convinced.
I have found GOD and since then feel rested, calmer despite the hurricane surrounding my soul. I am not the eye, but tail...