I love you...why couldn't you love me back?
I swear I've wanted to cry all day, yet my eyes are waterless...my heart even hurts so bad I think I need to lay down. Three heart aches in one year that has to be a record doesn't it? Three...THREE!!! You're probably wondering three how the hell can she have three? When you get to know people really well and you get 'attached' as someone I know of likes to call it :-p your heart likes to lead you in places even you've never dreamed of...and then you wake up and come back to reality with all the regular normalzoids and it's like a slap in the face! *BAM* reality sux azz! Why can't we just keep dreaming until we die? It's so much better that way..or it seems better..*sigh*..why can't we find happiness..or happiness with someone....i just wanna have someone return the same feelings...