Yea, you bleed just to know your alive
Well, its about that time..right? It's been awhile.
I meant to do this a few days ago, buttt.. the internet has been pretty lame. So, here we go.. I'll start by showing if I completed my summer goals.
Get my ear pierced atleast one more time. *Check!
Get another tattoo. *Check!
Be at the hospital when a friend's baby is born. *Check!
Go to California. *Check!
Go on a cruise. *Check!
Have a photoshoot with Jon Ed. *Check!
Get darker than I did last summer. *Ummm,..maybe check
Be in love during the summer. *Check!
Go on a roadtrip to Dallas with my friends. -Thats a negative
Go on a roadtrip with Austin. -Double negative
Throw a party. *Check x3!
Get trashed with my best friends. *Semitrashed check!
Eat hash brownies? *Negative
Get an aquarium. *Negative
Have an rockin bathing suit body. *HAH, what was I thinking? Negative.
Soo,.. overall I think I did really well. 10 out of 15 isnt too bad :) Getting my ear pierced again was awesome, its still healing, but looks hardcore. My tattoo is all healed and lovely. I was there when Ashton was born and it was a beautiful experience..I can believe she's 3 and a half months now. Going to LA was awesome, I cant wait to go back and check things out again :D!! The cruise was also awesome, it was a great time with Austin and I got to know his dad a lot better, I think they both needed it pretty badly too :) My photoshoot with Jon Ed was cool and sparked my modeling career I think, I've had atleast 7 shoots since then and I'm liking it more and more, and learning alot.. and getting some kickass pictures ;)
I need another paragraph, I dunno why.. Being in love during the summer was very nice, just sucks now that I'm back here and ya know, without him..sucks alot :P Umm,.. parties were awesome, I have awesome friends and I love them so very very much...and thats about it for the summer,..what about now? lets see..
I can't believe how old we're getting. My friends and I are all 20+ now and thats insane.. I remember 20 year olds being OLD! And I have friends that are married! And friends with babies! Geez! And now I'm thinking about graduating and whether to go to grad school or just get a job,..and an even more pressing matter, turning 21! Getting my own alcohol? Crazy!!! Oh man,..its just weird.. and to think my plan was to get engaged the summer before my senior year of college and get married after I graduate. If thats supposed to happen I'll be engaged this summer,..holy crap..ya know? I dont know if that will happen, but its POSSIBLE! And its just hard to believe.. I dunno. I dont think we've hit such a transition as this in a long time, if ever... I dont want to leave all my friends and family.. I mean, I'll make new ones, but I have my home friends I've had forever and my UCA friends who are the family I'll have lived with for four years when graduation comes.. then we'll all live in different places and just live our lives like we're supposed to? I dont like that idea.... : \
Okay, enough ranting or soapboxing.. or just releasing, I guess.. I'll go now.. I might post a countdown on this soon.. or just make a new post.. I love you guys.
Ta Da...
I meant to do this a few days ago, buttt.. the internet has been pretty lame. So, here we go.. I'll start by showing if I completed my summer goals.
Get my ear pierced atleast one more time. *Check!
Get another tattoo. *Check!
Be at the hospital when a friend's baby is born. *Check!
Go to California. *Check!
Go on a cruise. *Check!
Have a photoshoot with Jon Ed. *Check!
Get darker than I did last summer. *Ummm,..maybe check
Be in love during the summer. *Check!
Go on a roadtrip to Dallas with my friends. -Thats a negative
Go on a roadtrip with Austin. -Double negative
Throw a party. *Check x3!
Get trashed with my best friends. *Semitrashed check!
Eat hash brownies? *Negative
Get an aquarium. *Negative
Have an rockin bathing suit body. *HAH, what was I thinking? Negative.
Soo,.. overall I think I did really well. 10 out of 15 isnt too bad :) Getting my ear pierced again was awesome, its still healing, but looks hardcore. My tattoo is all healed and lovely. I was there when Ashton was born and it was a beautiful experience..I can believe she's 3 and a half months now. Going to LA was awesome, I cant wait to go back and check things out again :D!! The cruise was also awesome, it was a great time with Austin and I got to know his dad a lot better, I think they both needed it pretty badly too :) My photoshoot with Jon Ed was cool and sparked my modeling career I think, I've had atleast 7 shoots since then and I'm liking it more and more, and learning alot.. and getting some kickass pictures ;)
I need another paragraph, I dunno why.. Being in love during the summer was very nice, just sucks now that I'm back here and ya know, without him..sucks alot :P Umm,.. parties were awesome, I have awesome friends and I love them so very very much...and thats about it for the summer,..what about now? lets see..
I can't believe how old we're getting. My friends and I are all 20+ now and thats insane.. I remember 20 year olds being OLD! And I have friends that are married! And friends with babies! Geez! And now I'm thinking about graduating and whether to go to grad school or just get a job,..and an even more pressing matter, turning 21! Getting my own alcohol? Crazy!!! Oh man,..its just weird.. and to think my plan was to get engaged the summer before my senior year of college and get married after I graduate. If thats supposed to happen I'll be engaged this summer,..holy crap..ya know? I dont know if that will happen, but its POSSIBLE! And its just hard to believe.. I dunno. I dont think we've hit such a transition as this in a long time, if ever... I dont want to leave all my friends and family.. I mean, I'll make new ones, but I have my home friends I've had forever and my UCA friends who are the family I'll have lived with for four years when graduation comes.. then we'll all live in different places and just live our lives like we're supposed to? I dont like that idea.... : \
Okay, enough ranting or soapboxing.. or just releasing, I guess.. I'll go now.. I might post a countdown on this soon.. or just make a new post.. I love you guys.
Ta Da...