I'm in a funk..
So far I've just been trying to get my mind off of things, but it's just not working. With everything that's going on my head is spinning in 12 different directions. I'm looking for happiness in all the wrong places and nothing seems to be working. It's no one's fault but my own and I'm doing nothing but make things worse for myself. I want to go home and sit on the couch with my mom and have her tell me that everything is going to be ok and that I'm doing the right thing and everything will work itself out. Problem: things don't just work themselves out. I wish they would, but they don't. I hate everything being like this. I hate feeling this way. I want it all to stop. I want a way out...someplace to go to get rid of everything and just to not think for 5 minutes. I'm already lonely..